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then this happiness came to him, this great and unexpected happiness,
which well-nigh broke his heart.
For a moment he could not move, he could not think.
Then all of a sudden, drawing his betrothed to him, pressing her
convulsively to his bosom, and covering her hair with a thousand kisses,
he cried,--
"I bless you, oh, my darling! I bless you, my well beloved! I shall
mourn no longer. Whatever may happen, I have had my share of heavenly
bliss."
She thought he consented. Palpitating like the bird in the hand of a
child, she drew back, and looking at Jacques with ineffable love and
tenderness, she said,--
"Let us fix the day!"
"What day?"
"The day for your flight."
This word alone recalled Jacques to a sense of his fearful position. He
was soaring in the supreme heights of the ether, and he was plunged down
into the vile mud of reality. His face, radiant with celestial joy, grew
dark in an instant, and he said hoarsely,--
"That dream is too beautiful to be realized."
"What do you say?" she stammered.
"I can not, I must not, escape!"
"You refuse me, Jacques?"
He made no reply.
"You refuse me, when I swear to you that I will join you, and share your
exile? Do you doubt my word? Do you fear that my grandfather or my aunts
might keep me here in spite of myself?"
As this suppliant voice fell upon his ears, Jacques felt as if all his
energy abandoned him, and his will was shaken.
"I beseech you, Dionysia," he said, "do not insist, do not deprive me of
my courage."
She was evidently suffering agonies. Her eyes shone with unbearable
fire. Her dry lips were trembling.
"You will submit to being brought up in court?" she asked.
"Yes!"
"And if you are condemned?"
"I may be, I know."
"This is madness!" cried the young girl.
In her despair she was wringing her hands; and then the words escaped
from her lips, almost unconsciously,--
"Great God," she said, "inspire me! How can I bend him? What must I say?
Jacques, do you love me no longer? For my sake, if not for your own, I
beseech you, let us flee! You escape disgrace; you secure liberty. Can
nothing touch you? What do you want? Must I throw myself at your feet?"
And she really let herself fall at his feet.
"Flee!" she repeated again and again. "Oh, flee!"
Like all truly energetic men, Jacques recovered in the very excess of
his emotion all his self-possession. Gathering his bewildered thoughts
by a great effort o
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