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"If you knew what I suffered when I read that notice!" pursued Heathcote, without heeding her. "The world seemed all wrong then forever. For there was something about you, Anne, which brought out what small good there was in my worthless self, and young as you were, you yet in one way ruled me. I might have borne the separation itself, but the thought that any other man should call you wife was intolerable to me. I had--I still have it--a peculiar feeling about you. In some mysterious way you had come to be the one real faith of my life. I was bitterly hurt and angry when you ran away from me; but angry as I was, I still searched for you, and would have searched again if Helen had not--But never mind that now. If I have loved you, Anne, you have loved me just as dearly. And now you are here, and I am here, let us ask no more questions, but just--be happy." "But," said the girl, breathlessly, "Helen--?" Then she stopped. Heathcote was watching her. She tried to be calm, but her lips trembled. A little skill in deception now, poor Anne, would have been of saving help. Heathcote still watched her in silence--watched her until at last she turned toward him. "Did you not know," he said, slowly meeting her eyes--"did you not know that Helen was--married?" "Married? And not to you?" There was a perceptible pause. Then he answered. "Not to me." A silence followed. A whirl of conflicting feelings filled Anne's heart; she turned her face away, blushing deeply, and conscious of it. "I hope she is happy," she murmured at last, striving to speak naturally. "I think she is." Then he stretched out his hands and took hers. "Turn this way, so that I can see you," he said, beseechingly. She turned, and it seemed to him that eyes never beheld so exquisite a face. "My darling, do you love me? Tell me so. If I was not a poor sick fellow, I should take you in my arms and draw your sweet face down upon my shoulder. But, as it is--" He moved nearer, and tried to lift himself upon his elbow. There was a feebleness in the effort which went to Anne's heart. She loved him so deeply! They were both free now, and he was weak and ill. With a sudden impulse she drew nearer, so that his head could rest on her shoulder. He silently put out his hand; she took it in hers; then he closed his eyes as if content. As for Anne, she felt an outburst of happiness almost too great to bear; her breath came and went so quickly that Heathco
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