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hings as infinitely my superior." "The compliment is very sweet to me, but I have trained myself to resist sweetness. It may not be, Lord Hampstead. It may not be. You do not know as yet how obstinate such a girl as I may become when she has to think of another's welfare,--and a little, perhaps, of her own." "Are you afraid of me?" "Yes." "That I should not love you?" "Even of that. When you should come to see in me that which is not lovable you would cease to love me. You would be good to me because your nature is good; kind to me because your nature is kind. You would not ill-treat me because you are gentle, noble, and forgiving. But that would not suffice for me. I should see it in your eye, despite yourself,--and hear it in your voice, even though you tried to hide it by occasional softness. I should eat my own heart when I came to see that you despised your Quaker wife." "All that is nonsense, Marion." "My lord!" "Say the word at once if it has to be said,--so that I may know what it is that I have to contend with. For you my heart is so full of love that it seems to be impossible that I should live without you. If there could be any sympathy I should at once be happy. If there be none, say so." "There is none." "No spark of sympathy in you for me,--for one who loves you so truly?" When the question was put to her in that guise she could not quite tell so monstrous a lie as would be needed for an answer fit for her purpose. "This is a matter, Marion, in which a man has a right to demand an answer,--to demand a true answer." "Lord Hampstead, it may be that you should perplex me sorely. It may be that you should drive me away from you, and to beg you never to trouble me any further. It may be that you should force me to remain dumb before you, because that I cannot reply to you in proper words. But you will never alter my purpose. If you think well of Marion Fay, take her word when she gives it you. I can never become your lordship's wife." "Never?" "Never! Certainly never!" "Have you told me why;--all the reason why?" "I have told you enough, Lord Hampstead." "By heavens, no! You have not answered me the one question that I have asked you. You have not given me the only reason which I would take,--even for a while. Can you love me, Marion?" "If you loved me you would spare me," she said. Then feeling that such words utterly betrayed her, she recovered herself, and went to w
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