FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137  
138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   >>   >|  
and to talk to him as though there need be no cause for dreading an intimacy. With an engaged man a girl may suffer herself to be intimate. CHAPTER XVI. THE WALK BACK TO HENDON. "I was here a little early," said Hampstead when his friend came in, "and I found your mother just going to church,--with a friend." "Marion Fay." "Yes, Miss Fay." "She is the daughter of a Quaker who lives a few doors off. But though she is a Quaker she goes to church as well. I envy the tone of mind of those who are able to find a comfort in pouring themselves out in gratitude to the great Unknown God." "I pour myself out in gratitude," said Hampstead; "but with me it is an affair of solitude." "I doubt whether you ever hold yourself for two hours in commune with heavenly power and heavenly influence. Something more than gratitude is necessary. You must conceive that there is a duty,--by the non-performance of which you would encounter peril. Then comes the feeling of safety which always follows the performance of a duty. That I never can achieve. What did you think of Marion Fay?" "She is a most lovely creature." "Very pretty, is she not; particularly when speaking? "I never care for female beauty that does not display itself in action,--either speaking, moving, laughing, or perhaps only frowning," said Hampstead enthusiastically. "I was talking the other day to a sort of cousin of mine who has a reputation of being a remarkably handsome young woman. She had ever so much to say to me, and when I was in company with her a page in buttons kept coming into the room. He was a round-faced, high-cheeked, ugly boy; but I thought him so much better-looking than my cousin, because he opened his mouth when he spoke, and showed his eagerness by his eyes." "Your cousin is complimented." "She has made her market, so it does not signify. The Greeks seem to me to have regarded form without expression. I doubt whether Phidias would have done much with your Miss Fay. To my eyes she is the perfection of loveliness." "She is not my Miss Fay. She is my mother's friend." "Your mother is lucky. A woman without vanity, without jealousy, without envy--" "Where will you find one?" "Your mother. Such a woman as that can, I think, enjoy feminine loveliness almost as much as a man." "I have often heard my mother speak of Marion's good qualities, but not much of her loveliness. To me her great charm is her voice. She sp
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137  
138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

mother

 

Hampstead

 

friend

 

loveliness

 

cousin

 

gratitude

 

Marion

 
speaking
 

performance

 

heavenly


church
 

Quaker

 

handsome

 

company

 
feminine
 
remarkably
 

reputation

 

frowning

 

enthusiastically

 

laughing


talking

 

buttons

 

qualities

 

opened

 
expression
 

Phidias

 

showed

 
eagerness
 

signify

 

market


moving

 

regarded

 

complimented

 

perfection

 

coming

 

Greeks

 

cheeked

 

thought

 
vanity
 

jealousy


encounter

 

daughter

 

comfort

 

pouring

 

intimacy

 

engaged

 

dreading

 

suffer

 
HENDON
 

intimate