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, the other he somewhat feared, for he knew not what that strange man would tell to him, and Chios was like a ship on the stormy seas, tossed to and fro without sail or rudder to guide him. So he said, 'I will go to the Temple; there is worship at this hour.' As he moved slowly onwards Saronia passed him. Their eyes met, but she dared not speak. The Greek felt all the old love revive the moment he beheld the beautiful girl. Moreover, he thought he read on her face the blush of a hidden love. What should he do? To go now to the Temple where she had entered would be useless, for his thoughts, his mind, his whole soul had gone out again to her, and he could worship no other deity, even were damnation the penalty. He would return to his studio, to his work on his great picture--the picture of his love, of the one being who haunted his life, of Saronia as High Priestess of Diana. Oh, if he could speak to her; could draw near and drink deeply of those mysterious eyes! Even that might pacify him. How could it be done? He had influence in the city; he would use it. Could he not obtain entrance to the Sacred Grove?--for there he knew she nightly went to pay her vows on the altar of the Infernal Goddess. Yes, his mind was fully made up. He would find the hour she frequented the place, would hazard his life to speak with her, and if but one sentence came from those lips he would be satisfied, even if those words were the curse of Hecate. On the way to the studio, and just as he was about to enter the gateway, he saw a woman leaning against a pillar. She addressed him, asking for alms. He replied: 'What dost thou here, woman? Why not take part in this day of joy?' She said: 'My heart cannot feel joy. It is dead; it is incapable of throbbing to the pleasure of the world or the joy of religion.' 'Why?' 'Because I am an outcast; my sins are so great that I dare not pray. I am past feeling, and would die.' 'Art thou in such a state?' 'Yea, and worse: I am let alone by the gods and man.' 'Thou art, then, a wandering star?' 'Yes, thou sayest truly, for I shall soon shoot into the darkness of the unknown and be for ever lost.' 'Hast thou no occupation?' 'None.' 'Canst thou do anything to earn an honest livelihood?' 'I am skilled in magic, having learnt it in my youth; but the art is so common in Ephesus that my gains are very small.' 'Come, now, canst thou read my fate for a piece of gold?' 'I kno
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