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d now into active hatred. Had she at that moment been summoned to his deathbed, she would either have refused to go near him at all, or have gone with positive pleasure. But beside all this, Philippa could not avoid the conclusion that her salvation was as far from being accomplished as it had been when she reached Shaftesbury. She felt further off it than ever; it appeared to recede from her at every approach. Very uneasily she remembered Guy's farewell words,--"God strip you of your own goodness!" The Living Water seemed as distant as before; but the thirst grew more intense. And yet, like Hagar in the wilderness, the Well was beside her all the time; but until the Angel of the Lord should open her eyes, she could not see it. She reached Sempringham, and took up her abode for the night in the convent, uncertain how long she would remain there. An apparently trivial incident decided that question for her. As Philippa stood at the convent gate, in a mild winter morning, she heard a soft, sweet voice singing, and set herself to discover whence the sound proceeded. The vocalist was readily found,--a little girl of ten years old, who was sitting on a bank a few yards from the gate, with a quantity of snowdrops in her lap, which she was trying with partial success to weave into a wreath. Philippa--weary of idleness, Books of Hours, and embroidery--drew near to talk with her. "What is thy name?" she asked, by way of opening negotiations. "Elaine," said the child, lifting a pair of timid blue eyes to her questioner's face. "And where dwellest thou?" "Down yonder glade, Lady: my father is Wilfred the convent woodcutter." "And who taught thee to speak French?" "The holy sisters, Lady." "What wert thou singing a minute since?" The child drooped her head shyly. "Do not be afraid," said Philippa gently. "I like to hear singing. Wilt thou sing it again to me?" Elaine hesitated a moment; but another glance at Philippa's smiling face seemed to reassure her, and she sang, in a low voice, to a sweet, weird tune:-- "`Quy de cette eaw boyra Ancor soyf aura; Mays quy de l'eaw boyra Que moy luy donneray, Jamays soyf n'aura A l'eternite.'" "This must be very widely known," thought Philippa.--"Who taught thee that--the holy sisters?" she asked of the child. "No," answered Elaine, shaking her head. "The Grey Lady." "And who is the Grey Lady?" The look with which Elaine replied,
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