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n singing his good-night before the sun went down. Agatha could have been happy, merry--she was still so young, and the weight on her heart was the first that ever had fallen there. At intervals she struggled to forget it--almost succeeded; and then the first glimpse of her husband's face, the first tone of his voice, brought the burden back again. Her spirits grew wilder than ever, lest any one should guess she was so very, very miserable. After dinner, dreading Anne's eyes, she rushed off into the garden with Harrie Dugdale; tossing back her hair, and inhaling by gasps the cold evening wind, that it might bring calm and clearness to her brain. Even yet she felt as though she were dreaming. Returning, she found lights in the drawing-room. Mr. Trenchard, in a patient attitude, was listening to Marmaduke Dugdale; some distance off, Nathanael sat talking to Miss Valery. Anne was leaning back in an arm-chair: the lamp shining full on her face showed how very pale and worn it was. Her voice, too, sounded feeble, as Agatha caught the words: "In two months, you think? That is a long time." "It cannot be sooner, Marmaduke says. I met him on board the ship at Weymouth; when he told me of this innocent little scheme he was transacting." "But you will not tell"-- "Uncle Brian? No, of course not. Yet I think it would do Uncle Brian good to know how dearly Marmaduke and all his friends here care for him. Yet he might not believe it--I think he never did." Anne was silent. "He used to say," continued Nathanael, who was sitting where he could not see his wife, and for once heard not her soft step over the carpet--"Uncle Brian used to say, that it was wisest neither to love nor need love. I think different. It is a cruel, hardening, embittering thing for a man to feel that no one loves him." --"Love--love! Have you two sage ones been discussing that folly? Now, may I have the honour to hear?" "If Anne will talk; I have done speaking," said Mr. Harper, as he gave Agatha his chair, and slowly moved away to the other circle. Thus, ever thus, he went from her, escaping the chance of either being wounded or healed. Agatha was nearly wild. With all her might she flung herself into conversation with Mr. Trenchard, and tried to conjugate that verb--hitherto a mystery to her innocent mind--_to flirt_. She wished to make herself beautifully hateful--bewitchingly foul; or rather she did not care what she made herself,
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