for, weak though I
am, and bad though you think me--"
"But I _don't_ think you _bad_, dear Shank," cried May, with tearful
eyes; "I never said so, and never thought so, and--"
"Come, come, May," interrupted the youth, with something of banter in
his manner, "you don't think me _good_, do you?"
"Well, no--not exactly," returned May, faintly smiling through her
tears.
"Well, then, if I'm not good I must be bad, you know. There's no
half-way house in this matter."
"Is there not, Shank? Is there not _very_ good and _very_ bad?"
"Oh, well, if you come to that there's pretty-good, and rather-bad, and
a host of other houses between these, such as goodish and baddish, but
not one of them can be a _half-way_ house."
"Oh yes, one of them _can_--_must_ be."
"Which one, you little argumentative creature?" asked Shank.
"Why, middling-good of course."
"Wrong!" cried her brother, "doesn't middling-bad stand beside it, with
quite as good a claim to be considered half-way? However, I won't press
my victory too far. For the sake of peace we will agree that these are
semi-detached houses in one block--and that will block the subject.
But, to be serious again," he added, stopping and looking earnestly into
his sister's face, "I wanted to speak to you on this weakness--this
sin--and I thank you for breaking the ice. The truth is that I have
felt for a good while past that conviviality--"
"Strong drink, brother, call it by its right name," said May, gently
pressing the arm on which she leaned.
"Well--have it so. Strong drink has been getting the better of me--mind
I don't admit it _has_ got the better of me yet--only _is getting_--and
convivial comrades have had a great deal to do with it. Now, as you
know, I'm a man of some decision of character, and I had long ago made
up my mind to break with my companions. Of course I could not very well
do this while--while I was--well, no matter why, but this offer just
seemed to be a sort of godsend, for it will enable me to cut myself free
at once, and the sea breezes and Rocky Mountain air and gold-hunting
will, I expect, take away the desire for strong drink altogether."
"I hope it will--indeed I am _sure_ it will if it is God's way of
leading you," said May, with an air of confidence.
"Well, I don't know whether it is God who is leading me or--"
"Did you not call it a god-send just now--"
"Oh, but that's a mere form of speech, you know. However, I do kno
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