how do I know for what purpose? It may be for Rudolph's
good, no less than hers; and she promised, if need arose, to have a care
of him. I cannot tell what need may arise, wherein it would be most
desirable that he should at least recall her name."
"But don't you see, Ermine, even on your own showing, our Lord has taken
her out of your way again?"
"Yes, now. But how do I know that it is for always?"
"Why, child, how can Countess, a married woman, living away at Reading,
do anything to help a child at Oxford?"
"I don't know, Mother Isel. The Lord knows. If our paths never cross
again, it will not hurt Rudolph to remember that a young Jewess named
Countess was his loving friend in childhood: if they should meet
hereafter, it may be very needful. And--" that dreamy look came into
Ermine's eyes--"something seems to whisper to me that it may be needed.
Do not blame me if I act upon it."
"Well, with all your soft, gentle ways, you have a will of your own, I
know," said Isel; "so you must e'en go your own way. And after
September, Ermine, you'll be the only daughter left to me. Ah me!
Well, it's the way of the world, and what is to be must be. I am sure
it was a good wind blew you in at my door, for I should have been
dreadful lonely without you when both my girls were gone."
"But, dear Mother Isel, Flemild is not going far."
"Not by the measuring-line, very like; but she's going far enough to be
Raven's wife, and not my daughter. It makes a deal of difference, that
does. And Derette's going further, after the same fashion. I sha'n't
see her, maybe, again, above a dozen times in my life. Eh dear! this is
a hard world for a woman to live in. It's all work, and worry, and
losing, and giving up, and such like."
"There is a better world," said Ermine softly.
"There had need be. I'm sure I deserve a bit of rest and comfort, if
ever a hard-working woman did. I'll say nought about pleasure; more by
reason that I'm pretty nigh too much worn out and beat down to care
about it."
"Nay, friend," said Gerhardt; "we sinners deserve the under-world. The
road to the upper lieth only through the blood and righteousness of our
Lord Christ."
"I don't know why you need say that," returned Isel with mild
resentment. "I've been as decent a woman, and as good a wife and
mother, as any woman betwixt Grandpont and Saint Maudlin, let the other
be who she may,--ay, I have so, though I say it that hadn't ought.
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