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re for and who'll care for you and take care of you. Failing that, it would be fair enough for you to take me, failing a better. See?" "You mean," she said, "that if things don't straighten out, it would be better for me to become Mrs. Bower than walk the streets? Is that it?" I nodded. "But I don't see your point of view," she cried. "Just because you're sorry for a girl don't mean you want to make her your wife." "It isn't sorrowing," I said. "It's wanting. It's the right kind of wanting. It's the wanting that would rather wait than hurt you; that would rather do without you than hurt you." "And you'll trust me with all your savings and go away to Australia--and if I find some other man that I like better you'll let me off from marrying you? Is that it?" "That's about it," I said. "And suppose," says she, "that you don't come back, and nobody shows up, and the money goes?" That was a new point of view. "Well," said I, "we've got to take some chances in this world." "We have," said she. "And now look here--I don't know how much of it's wanting and how much of it's fear--but if you'll take chances I will." She turned as red as a beet and looked away. "In words of two syllables," said I, "what do you mean?" "I mean," she said--and she was still as red as a beet, but this time she looked me in my eyes without a flinch in hers--"that if you're dead sure you want me--are you?--if you're dead sure, why, I'll take chances on my wanting you. I believe every word you've said to me. Is that right?" "Every word," I said. "That is right." Then we looked at each other for a long time. "What a lot we'll have to tell each other," she said, "before we're really acquainted. But you're sure? You're quite sure?" "Sure that I want you? Yes," I said; "not sure that you ought not to wait and think me over." "You've begun," she said, "with everything that's noble and generous. I could never look myself in the face again if I felt called upon to begin by being mean." "Hadn't you better think it over?" I said. "Hadn't you?" But she put her hands on my shoulders. "If an angel with wings had come with gifts," she said, "would I have thought them over? And just because your wings don't show----" "It isn't fair," I mumbled. "I give you a choice between the streets and me and you feel forced to choose me." But she pulled my head down and gave me a quick, fierce kiss. "There," said she--"was tha
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