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ict and soul-torture had torn down all her defenses. "You are right in all that you have said--but you don't know all!" The flame rose in the pallid face; "but if you did, the truth of what you have said would be all the deeper. "My love has been a selfish one because I never thought it lay in my power to do anything for--him. I see there is something now that I can do--and I mean to do it so thoroughly that even his goodness cannot prevent. He is so very, very good; oh! if you could only know him as I know him! "I am--going to my husband, then--that will finish it! But I must tell you something--first." Joyce caught her breath, and she sat up straight and rigid. "I suppose in your life you could not believe that a man like Mr. Gaston could be just good to me--and nothing else?" Woman looked at woman. The world's woman noted the beauty and tender grace of the unworldly woman, and her eyes fell. "It would be difficult to believe that. I have heard of such cases--I never knew one--and for that very reason of unbelief, it does not greatly matter--the outcome would be the same--for the woman and the man." "Yes; but they would know, and God would know; might that not be enough?" "No. Believe me--it would not be enough." "Do you believe me when I tell you that, in this case, it is true?" Again the two held each other in a long challenge. Then: "Joyce, as God hears me, I _do_ believe you. Now I am more eager than ever to be your friend." "You--cannot be mine--but you must be his!" "His?" Ruth started back. "Yes. I do know--something of his life. He belonged--to your world. He had a great, a terrible trouble--but through it all he saw the stars, not the mud, and he came out of it--a strong, tender, brave man." A dull sob shook the low, sweet voice. "All the shameful sorrow served as a purpose to make him noble--and splendid; but his soul was sad and hurt. He never blamed any one, though there were others who should have suffered more than he. He just gave himself up to the chance of gaining good out of all the evil. Then he came here--to rest. But he could not help being kind and helpful. He found--me. He taught me, he gave me hope and showed me--how to live. Oh! you can never understand. You have always had life--I never had it until he took the blindness from me. "He tried to do the best for me--he wanted me to marry Jude Lauzoon. He tried to make Jude good, too--but that was more than
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