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efused to take any. Marcella refused to go without some. Finally she packed the New Testament, "Parsifal" and the cookery book inside her swag. Later, opening all her books to write her name in them before leaving them on the shelf downstairs for the use of Mrs. King's "boys," she noticed the gipsy woman's prophecy in the title page of "Questing Cells" and took that along too. For the last time, they slept on the roof; as soon as Louis was asleep and Marcella lying quiet beside him, she had a visitation of her dreams about drunkards' children. Creeping from under the blankets silently, she walked right along the roof in the moonlight to have the matter out with herself once and for all. She did not want to take bad dreams away to a new life with her. "I won't believe it. What's more, I _don't_ believe it," she said decidedly. "Louis may be a drunkard. Father was. So were all the Lashcairns for ages. But I'm not. And my child is not going to be. After all--_is_ he our child--? I mean--Jesus was not Joseph's child--only--" She stopped, waiting. This was an immense, breathtaking thought. "Just his body is made by Louis and me--and all the rest of him comes--new--quite new. The spirit--the quickening spirit--" She felt, once more, as if her feet were taking wings with the hopefulness of this thought. "Why that's what the Catholics mean by Immaculate Conception! Of course it is! Why--it's all Immaculate Conception! How on earth could it, logically, be anything else?" She went back, then, and lay down very still. Louis lay white and quiet in the moonlight. "You may hurt him, Louis, if I happen to die. Not that I intend to, for one small instant! You may let him be hungry and cold. But you won't hurt him inside. I'll see to it that there's strength in him--the quickening spirit." Her last sleep in Sydney was dreamless. CHAPTER XXI Even the two days' journey in the most uncomfortable train on earth could not damp their ardour. Most of the time Louis was gay and unusually chivalrous; at night, tiredness and heat cracked his nerves a little, making him cross and cynical until, sitting bolt upright on the wooden seat, she drew his head on her knee and stroked his eyes with softened fingers till he fell asleep. At the stations where they alighted to stretch cramped limbs she stayed beside him all the time. Once, by a specious excuse, he tried to get rid of her, but she saw through it and stayed bes
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