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with you to some safe place." "Good Lord!" he said, laughing harshly. "I'm just thinking of Violet." "Why? She can't mind, now she's married." "No. It was the idea of Violet's trying to kidnap me, and loving me because I depended on her. Lord, she did the depending." "That was why she wasn't any use to you, I suppose. Besides, Louis, you know, I love you when you're not--not ill. And I love the way your eyes look." "Good Lord," he cried again, and started up sharply. "I say, Marcella, I'm off to have a bath. Wait here for me--" He peeped into her mirror. He had not shaved for a week and looked thoroughly disreputable. Holding out his hand he looked at it earnestly. It shook, as he had expected. "Oh, I say, what a waster I look. I do hope to the Lord my hand's steady enough for a shave." "Let me do it," she said. "It would be fun." "I'm damned--Oh, I beg your pardon, old girl!--but I'm hanged if I'll not make my hand steady. I'll do it, I tell you! If I cut myself in bits, serve me right! I'll be half an hour and then--then--well, wait!" She heard him in his cabin, whistling as he dragged out his trunk, pushed it back roughly, dropped and smashed a tumbler and then rushed along the alley-way. After awhile she heard him come back, heard the sound of violent brushing, heard him kick things and swear, drop things, bundle things about. She sat down on her trunk suddenly weak as she realized what she had done. She had never thought of being married before; marriage seemed a thing for elderly people; there seemed something ungallant, something a little dragging about marriage that rather frightened her. Her mother's marriage, she was beginning to understand, had been a thing of horror. She thought of those stifled cries in the night at the old farm, cries that she had thought meant that ghosts were walking; she heard with terrible distinctness the voice of the Edinburgh specialist as he said, "In my opinion the injury was caused by a blow--a blow, Mr. Lashcairn." Then, quite suddenly she laughed. It was quite amusing to think of Louis's making anyone ill by a blow. "He'd never have fought Ole Fred if they hadn't both been drunk," she said slowly, staring at the boards of the floor, and her quick imagination showed her the two of them, fighting ignobly, all dust and sweat and ill-aimed blows. They could only hurt each other because both were too unsteady to dodge futile lungings. There was nothing of the B
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