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is it, Betty?" he said. "Just this," she made answer, speaking very quickly. "I--I am not good enough for you. I haven't been--straight with you. I've been realizing it more and more ever since you went away. I--I'm quite despicable. I've been miserable about it--wretched--all the time you have been away." Herne's face changed. A certain grimness came into it. "But, my dear girl," he said, "you never pretended to be in love with me." She drew a sharp breath of distress. "I know," she said. "I know. And I let you go to that dreadful place, though I knew--before you went--that, whatever happened, it could make no difference to me. But I hadn't the courage to tell you the truth. After what passed between us that night, I felt--I couldn't. And so--and so--I let you go, even though I knew I was deceiving you. Oh, do forgive me if you can! I've had my punishment. I have been nearly mad with anxiety lest any harm should come to you." "I suppose I ought to be grateful for that," Herne said. He still looked grim, but there was no anger about him. He had taken his hand from her shoulder, but he still held her trembling fingers in his quiet grasp. "Don't fret!" he said. "Where's the use? I shall get over it somehow. If you are quite sure you know your own mind, there is no more to be said." He spoke with no shadow of emotion. His eyes looked into hers with absolute steadiness. He even, after a moment, very faintly smiled. "Except good-bye!" he said. "And perhaps the sooner I say that the better." But at this point Betty broke in upon him breathlessly, almost incoherently. "Major Herne, I--I don't understand. You--you can say good-bye, of course--if you wish. But--it will be by your own choice if you do." "What?" he said. She snatched her hand suddenly from him. "I suppose you mean to punish me, to make me pay for my--idiocy. You--you think--" "I think that either you or I must be mad," said Herne. "Then it's you!" flung back Betty half hysterically. "To imagine for one moment that I--that I meant--that!" "Meant what?" A sudden note of sternness made itself heard in Herne's voice. He moved a step forward, and took her shoulders between his hands, looking at her closely, unsparingly. "Betty," he said, "let us at least understand one another! Tell me what you meant just now!" She faced him defiantly "I didn't mean anything." He passed that by. "Why did you ask my forgiveness?" She made a s
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