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ible, no longer fallen--if not the god-head, yet the fine flower of his manhood royally and very sweetly disclosed. Her whole being yearned towards him; but humbly, a note of lowliness in her appreciation, as towards something exalted, far above her in experience, in self-knowledge and self-discipline. She was, indeed, somewhat overwhelmed, both by realization of his distinction and of her own presumption in judging him, to the point of being unable as yet to look him in the face. So she silently laid hold of his hand, drew it down from the window-ledge and round her waist. Slipping along the cushioned seat until she rested against him, she laid her head back upon his shoulder. Testimony in words seemed superfluous after that shared consciousness, seemed impertinent even, an anti-climax from which both taste and insight recoiled. For a while Charles Verity let the silent communion continue. Then, lest it should grow enervating, to either or to both, he spoke of ordinary subjects--of poor little General Frayling's illness, of Miss Felicia's plans, of his own book. It was wiser for her, better also for himself, to step back into the normal thus quietly closing the door upon their dual act of retrospective clairvoyance. Damaris, catching his intention, responded; and if rather languidly yet loyally played up. But, before the spell was wholly broken and frankness gave place to their habitual reserve, there was one further question she must ask if the gnawings of that false conscience, begotten in her by Henrietta's strictures, were wholly to cease. "Do you mind if we go back just a little minute," she said. "Still unsatisfied, my dear?" "Not unsatisfied--never again that as between us two, Commissioner Sahib. You have made everything beautifully, everlastingly smooth and clear." "Then why tempt Providence, or rather human incertitude, by going back?" "Because--can I say it quite plainly?" "As plainly as you will." "Because Henrietta tells me I have--have flirted--have played fast and loose with--with more than one person." A pause, and the question came from above her--her head still lying against his breast--with a trace of severity, or was it anxiety? "And have you?" "Not intentionally--not knowingly," Damaris said. "If that is so, is it not sufficient?" "No--because she implies that I have raised false hopes, and so entangled myself--and that I ought to go further, that, as I understand he
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