?" she asked gruffly. "You
never see a man."
"I see Ben coming with Verry, and Manuel behind."
"Hillo!" cried Ben, pulling up his horses in front of the window. "We
are going on a picnic. Wont you go?"
"How far?"
"Fifteen or twenty miles."
"Go on; I had rather imprison the splendid day here."
"There's nothing for dinner," said Fanny.
"The fish-boat may come in, in time."
"Will three o'clock do for you? If so, I'll stay with Hepsey till
then."
"Four will answer?"
She cleared away my breakfast things and left me. I sat by the window
an hour, looking over the water, my thoughts drifting through a golden
haze, and then went up to my room and looked out again. If I turned my
eyes inside the walls, I was aware of the yearning, yawning empty void
within me, which I did not like. I sauntered into Verry's room, to see
if any clouds were coming up from the north. There were none. The sun
had transfixed the sky, and walked through its serene blue, "burning
without beams." Neither bird nor insect chirped; they were hid from
the radiant heat in tree and sod. I went back again to my own window.
The subtle beauty of these inorganic powers stirred me to mad regret
and frantic longing. I stretched out my arms to embrace the presence
which my senses evoked.
It would be better to get a book, I concluded, and hunted up Barry
Cornwall's songs. With it I would go to the parlor, which was shaded.
I turned the leaves going down, and went in humming:
"Mount on the dolphin Pleasure," and threw myself on the sofa
beside--_Desmond_!
I dropped Barry Cornwall.
"I have come," he said, in a voice deathly faint.
"How old you have grown, Desmond!"
"But I have taken such pains with my hands for you! You said they were
handsome; are they?"
I kissed them.
He was so spare, and brown, and his hair was quite gray! Even his
mustache looked silvery.
"Two years to-day since I have worn the watch, Desmond."
He took one exactly like it from his pocket, and showed me the
inscription inside.
"And the ruby ring, on the guard?"
"It is gone, you see; you must put one there now."
"Forgive me."
"Ah, Cassy! I couldn't come till now. You see what battles _I_ must
have had since I saw you. It took me so long to break my cursed
habits. I was afraid of myself, afraid to come; but I have tried
myself to the utmost, and hope I am worthy of you. Will you trust me?"
"I am yours, as I always have been."
"I have eaten
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