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oman must, indeed, be a fool who cannot protect herself." And so the interview ended. Next day Lady Bellamy called again. "My dear child," she said to Angela, "you are not looking well; this business worries you, no doubt; it is the old struggle between duty and inclination, that we have most of us gone through. Well, there is one consolation, nobody who ever did his or her duty, regardless of inclination, ever regretted it in the end." "What do you mean, Lady Bellamy, when you talk about my duty?" "I mean the plain duty that lies before you of marrying your cousin George, and of throwing up this young Heigham." "I recognize no such duty." "My dear Angela, do look at the matter from a sensible point of view, think what a good thing it would be for your father, and remember, too, that it would re-unite all the property. If ever a girl had a clear duty to perform, you have." "Since you insist so much upon my 'duty,' I must say that it seems to me that an honest girl in my position has three duties to consider, and not one, as you say, Lady Bellamy. First, there is her duty to the man she loves, for her the greatest duty of any in the world; next her duty to herself, for her happiness and self-respect are involved in her decision; and, lastly, her duty to her family. I put the family last, because, after all, it is she who gets married, not her family." Lady Bellamy smiled a little. "You argue well; but there is one thing that you overlook, though I am sorry to have to pain you by saying it; young Mr. Heigham is no better than he should be. I have made inquiries about him, and think that I ought to tell you that." "What do you mean?" "I mean that his life, young as he is, has not been so creditable as it might have been. He has been the hero of one or two little affairs. I can tell you about them if you like." "Lady Bellamy, your stories are either true or untrue. If true, I should take no notice of them, because they must have happened before he loved me; if untrue, they would be a mere waste of breath, so I think that we may dispense with the stories--they would influence me no more than the hum of next summer's gnats." Lady Bellamy smiled again. "You are a curious woman," she said; "but, supposing that there were to be a repetition of these little stories _after_ he loved you, what would you say then?" Angela looked troubled, and thought awhile. "He could never go far from me," sh
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