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iness is intolerable. I am as much alone as though I lay stark in the churchyard like my poor wife." Mr. Fraser did not answer him immediately, so taken up was he in noticing the wonderful changes a week had wrought in his appearance. Not only did his countenance bear traces of the illness and exhaustion that might not unnaturally be expected in such a case of bereavement, but it faithfully reflected the change that had taken place in his mental attitude. His eyes had lost the frank boldness that had made them very pleasing to some people, they looked scared; the mouth too was rendered conspicuous by the absence of the firm lines that once gave it character; indeed the man's whole appearance was pitiful and almost abject. "I am afraid," he said at length, in a tone of gentle compassion, "that you must have suffered a great deal, Caresfoot." "Suffered! I have suffered the tortures of the damned! I still suffer them, I shall always suffer them." "I do not wish," said the clergyman, with a little hesitation, "to appear officious or to make a mockery of your grief by telling you that it is for your good; but I should fail in my duty if I did not point out to you that He who strikes the blow has the power to heal the wound, and that very often such things are for our ultimate benefit, either in this world or the next. Carry your troubles to Him, my dear fellow, acknowledge His hand, and, if you know in your heart of any way in which you have sinned, offer Him your hearty repentance; do this, and you will not be deserted. Your life, that now seems to you nothing but ashes, may yet be both a happy and a useful one." Philip smiled bitterly as he answered-- "You talk to me of repentance--how can I repent when Providence has treated me so cruelly, robbing me at a single blow of my wife and my fortune? I know that I did wrong in concealing my marriage, but I was driven to it by fear of my father. Ah! if you had seen him as I saw him, you would have known that they were right to call him 'Devil Caresfoot.'" He checked himself, and then went on--"He forced me into the engagement with Miss Lee, and announced it without my consent. Now I am ruined--everything is taken from me." "You have your little daughter, and all the entailed estate--at least, so I am told." "My little daughter!--I never want to see her face; she killed her mother. If it had been a boy, it would have been different, for then, at any rate, that ac
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