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promenade. "Ah--a bench!" he says brightly, and then, because that sounded so completely imbecile, plunges on. "Don't you want to sit down a minute, Elinor?--I--you--it's so cool--so warm, I mean--" He closes his mouth firmly--what a _ghastly_ way to begin! But Elinor says "Yes" politely and they try to adapt themselves to the backless ornamental bench, Ted nervously crossing and recrossing his legs until he happens to think that Elinor certainly never would marry anybody with St. Vitus' Dance. "Can't tell you how nice it's been this time, Elinor. And you've been--" There, things are going better--at least, he has recovered his voice. "Why, you know how much we love to have you, Ted," says Elinor and Ted feels himself turn hot and cold as he was certain you never really did except in diseases. But then she adds, "You and Ollie and Bob Templar, and, oh, all Peter's friends." He looks at her steadily for a long moment--the blue silks of her costume suit her completely. She is there, black hair and clear eyes, small hands and mouth pure as the body of a dream and elvish with thoughts like a pansy--all the body of her, all that people call her. And she is so delicately removed from him--so clean in all things where he is not--that he knows savagely within him that there can be no real justice in a world where he can even touch her lightly, and yet he must touch her because if he does not he will die. All the things he meant to say shake from him like scraps of confetti, he does not worry any more about money or seeming ridiculous or being worthy, all he knows at all in the world is his absolute need of her, a need complete as a child's and so choosing any words that come. "Listen--do you like me?" says the particolored harlequin and all the sharp leaves of the hedge begin to titter as wind runs over them at one of the oldest and least sensible questions in the world. The young Chinese lady turns toward the harlequin. There is some laughter in her voice and a great deal of surprise. "Why, Ted, of course--why, why shouldn't I?--You're Peter's friend and--" "Oh, I don't mean _that_!" The harlequin's hands twist at each other till the knuckles hurt, but he seems to have recovered most voluble if chaotic powers of speech. "That was silly, asking that--but it's hard--when you care for anybody so much you can't _see_--when you love them till they're the only thing there _is_ you care about--and you know yo
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