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blackest--and that haunting me, itching my hands to-night." "Oh, you speak so--so dreadfully!" cried Joan. "What can I say? I'm sorry for you. I don't believe it all. What--what black crime haunts you? Oh! what could be possible tonight--here in this lonely canon--with only me?" Dark and terrible the man arose. "Girl," he said, hoarsely. "To-night--to-night--I'll.... What have you done to me? One more day--and I'll be mad to do right by you--instead of WRONG.... Do you understand that?" Joan leaned forward in the camp-fire light with outstretched hands and quivering lips, as overcome by his halting confession of one last remnant of honor as she was by the dark hint of his passion. "No--no--I don't understand--nor believe!" she cried. "But you frighten me--so! I am all--all alone with you here. You said I'd be safe. Don't--don't--" Her voice broke then and she sank back exhausted in her seat. Probably Kells had heard only the first words of her appeal, for he took to striding back and forth in the circle of the camp-fire light. The scabbard with the big gun swung against his leg. It grew to be a dark and monstrous thing in Joan's sight. A marvelous intuition born of that hour warned her of Kells's subjection to the beast in him, even while, with all the manhood left to him, he still battled against it. Her girlish sweetness and innocence had availed nothing, except mock him with the ghost of dead memories. He could not be won or foiled. She must get her hands on that gun--kill him--or--! The alternative was death for herself. And she leaned there, slowly gathering all the unconquerable and unquenchable forces of a woman's nature, waiting, to make one desperate, supreme, and final effort. 5 Kells strode there, a black, silent shadow, plodding with bent head, as if all about and above him were demons and furies. Joan's perceptions of him, of the night, of the inanimate and imponderable black walls, and of herself, were exquisitely and abnormally keen. She saw him there, bowed under his burden, gloomy and wroth and sick with himself because the man in him despised the coward. Men of his stamp were seldom or never cowards. Their lives did not breed cowardice or baseness. Joan knew the burning in her breast--that thing which inflamed and swept through her like a wind of fire--was hate. Yet her heart held a grain of pity for him. She measured his forbearance, his struggle, against the monstrous cruelt
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