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ered, and with the first word of that betrayal a thrill, a tremble, a rush went over her, and all her blood seemed hot at her neck and face, "that night when you kissed me I was furious. But the moment you had gone I repented. I must have--cared for you then, but I didn't know.... Remorse seized me. And I set out on your trail to save you from yourself. And with the pain and fear and terror there was sometimes--the--the sweetness of your kisses. Then I knew I cared.... And with the added days of suspense and agony--all that told me of your throwing your life away--there came love.... Such love as otherwise I'd never have been big enough for! I meant to find you--to save you--to send you home!... I have found you, maybe too late to save your life, but not your soul, thank God!... That's why I've been strong enough to hold back Kells. I love you, Jim!... I love you! I couldn't tell you enough. My heart is bursting.... Say you believe me! Say you know I'm good--true to you--your Joan!... And kiss me--like you did that night when we were such blind fools. A boy and a girl who didn't know--and couldn't tell!--Oh, the sadness of it!.... Kiss me, Jim, before I--drop--at your feet!... If only you--believe--" Joan was blinded by tears and whispering she knew not what when Cleve broke from his trance and caught her to his breast. She was fainting--hovering at the border of unconsciousness when his violence held her back from oblivion. She seemed wrapped to him and held so tightly there was no breath in her body, no motion, no stir of pulse. That vague, dreamy moment passed. She heard his husky, broken accents--she felt the pound of his heart against her breast. And he began to kiss her as she had begged him to. She quickened to thrilling, revivifying life. And she lifted her face, and clung round his neck, and kissed him, blindly, sweetly, passionately, with all her heart and soul in her lips, wanting only one thing in the world--to give that which she had denied him. "Joan!... Joan!... Joan!" he murmured when their lips parted. "Am I dreaming--drunk--or crazy?" "Oh, Jim, I'm real--you have me in your arms," she whispered. "Dear Jim--kiss me again--and say you believe me." "Believe you?... I'm out of my mind with joy.... You loved me! You followed me!... And--that idea of mine--only an absurd, vile suspicion! I might have known--had I been sane!" "There.... Oh, Jim!... Enough of madness. We've got to plan. Remember whe
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