ling to offer himself, it would be a great
blessing to the inmates, and there would be no opposition.
Mr. Calcott, making the proposal from sincere goodwill, but with some
dread how the Pendragon blood would receive it, was absolutely
astounded by the effect.
Fifty pounds additional per annum was a boon only to be appreciated
after such a pinching year as the past; the gratitude for the old
Squire's kind pardon was so strong, and the blessing of re-admission to
pastoral work touched him so deeply, that, in his weakened and dejected
state, he could not restrain his tears, nor for some moments utter a
word. At last he said, 'Oh, Mr. Calcott, I have not deserved this at
your hands.'
'There, there,' said the Squire, trying to laugh it off, though he too
became husky, 'say no more about it. It is a poor thing, and can't be
made better; but it will be a real kindness to us to look after the
place.'
'Let me say thus much,' said James, 'for I cannot be at peace till I
have done so--I am aware that I acted unjustifiably in that whole
affair, both when elected and dismissed.'
'No, no, don't let's go over that again!' said Mr. Calcott, in dread of
a scene. 'An over-ardent friend may be a misfortune, and you were very
young. Not that I would have taken your resignation if it had been
left to me, but the world is grown mighty tender. I dare say you never
flogged a boy like what I underwent fifty years ago, and was the better
for it,' and he launched into some frightful old-world stories of the
like inflictions, hoping to lead away from personalities, but James was
resolved to say what was on his mind. 'It was not severity,' he said,
'it was temper. I richly deserved some portion of the rebuke, and it
would have been well for me if that same temper had allowed me to
listen to you, sir, or to reason.'
'Well,' said Mr. Calcott, kindly, 'you think very rightly about the
matter, and a man of six-and-twenty has time to be wiser, as I tell
Mrs. Calcott, when Sydney treats us to some of his theories. And now
you have said your say, you must let me say mine, and that is, that
there are very few young couples--aye, or old ones--who would have had
the sense to go on as you are doing, fighting it out in your own
neighbourhood without nonsense or false shame. I honour you and Mrs.
Frost for it, both of you!'
James coloured deeply. He could have found commendation an
impertinence, but the old Squire was a sort of patriarc
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