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'Have you not learnt that whatever he dislikes she forwards?' 'Oh! Robert, you can hinder that scheme from ever being thought of again!' 'Yes,' said Robert; '_there_ she should never have been, even had you not made resistance.' 'And, Robert, may we stay here?' asked Phoebe, trembling. 'Crabbe sees no objection,' he answered. 'Do you, Robert? If you think we ought not, I will try to change; but Mervyn is kind, and it _is_ home! I saw you thought me wrong, but I could not help being glad he relented to Maria.' 'You were right. Your eldest brother is the right person to give you a home. I cannot. It would have shown an evil, suspicious temper if you had refused him.' 'Yet you do not like it.' 'Perhaps I am unjust. I own that I had imagined you all happier and better in such a home as Mrs. Parsons or Miss Charlecote could find for you; and though Mervyn would scarcely wilfully take advantage of your innocence, I do not trust to his always knowing what would be hurtful to you or Bertha. It is a charge that I grudge to him, for I do not think he perceives what it is.' 'I could make you think better of him. I wonder whether I may.' 'Anything--anything to make me think better of him,' cried Robert eagerly. 'I do not know it from him alone, so it cannot be a breach of confidence,' said Phoebe. 'He has been deeply attached, not to a pretty person, nor a rich nor grand one, but she was very good and religious--so much so that she would not accept him.' 'How recently?' 'The attachment has been long; the rejection this spring.' 'My poor Phoebe, I could not tell you how his time has been passed since early spring.' 'I know in part,' she said, looking down; 'but, Robin, _that_ arose from despair. Oh, how I longed for him to come and let me try to comfort him!' 'And how is this to change my opinion,' asked Robert, 'except by showing me that no right-minded woman could trust herself with him?' 'Oh, Robert, no! Sisters need not change, though others ought, perhaps. I meant you to see that he does love and honour goodness for itself, and so that he will guard his sisters.' 'I will think so, Phoebe. You deserve to be believed, for you draw out his best points. For my own part, the miserable habits of our boyhood have left a habit of acrimony, of which, repent as I will, I cannot free myself. I gave way to it last night. I can be cool, but I cannot help being contemptuous. I make hi
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