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! he's clear--he's innocent, and they all know it now. They can't keep him down, can they? He won't have as hard a time as I've had? He'll succeed, won't he? He must, after it all!" "Yes," said the man, shaking as in a palsy, "after it all, he ought to, and I pray he may." But he could talk no more. "And he's such a fine boy! I don't see how you could----" "How I could disown him? Yesterday?" She nodded. "I can't understand that. I never could. I can't see how you could hesitate. I--I wish you hadn't. I--I can't forgive that." Her voice rose slightly at last, a spot of color came into her pallid cheek. "I didn't have the courage to come through square, and that's the truth about it. I've never had, all along. Maybe a man doesn't have the same feeling that a woman does about a child--I don't know. But I was worse than the average man--more selfish. I got caught up in politics, in business. Success?--well, I saw how hard it is. I thought I had to keep down the past. Well, it's over now. But as for you----" "I lived it down for a good many years. Don's twenty-two now." "But how could you keep that secret--what made you? Why didn't you go into court and force me to do my duty to my own flesh and blood--and to you?" "I don't know," she answered. "I told you, I don't know. Maybe I was proud. Maybe I thought I'd wait till you shamed your own self into coming. I'm glad you've come now, at last. I don't know--maybe I thought some day you would." "I'm not Judge Henderson!" he broke out bitterly. "I'm Arthur Dimmesdale! I ought to be in the pillory, on the gallows, before this town. I'm a thief and a coward, and I deserve no pity, neither of man nor of God himself. You've carried all the blame, when I was the one to blame. And I can't see why you didn't tell, Aurie--what made you keep it all a secret?" "I don't know," said she simply again. "I don't know. It seemed--it seemed somehow to me--_sacred_--what was between us! It was--Don! I have never told anyone. I was waiting, hoping you'd come--for your own sake. Why should I rob you of your chance?" "Thank God that you did keep the secret!" he broke out at length. "It's all the chance I have left to be a man. At least I'll confess the truth." "Why, Will, what do you mean? I'll never tell. I told you I wouldn't--I swore I wouldn't. "I'll be going away before long, Will," she added. "I can't stay here now. I suppose Don and I will go away somewhere. I'm g
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