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nd money to her son--her son whom she had not seen in twenty years--her son for whom her eyes and her heart ached every hour of every day. She sewed. She made hats. What wonder if the scarlet of the hat in the window had faded somewhat--and what wonder if the scarlet of the letter on her bosom had faded even more?... Because it had all been for him, her son, her first-born. And he must never, never know! He must have his chance in the world. Though the woman should fail, at least the man must not. So it was thus that, heavy-hearted enough now, she brought him to see the place where his mother had lived these twenty years. And now he knew about it, must know. It took all her courage--the last drop of her splendid, unflinching woman-courage. "Come in, Don," she said. "Welcome home!" He looked about him, still frowning with what was on his mind. "Home?" said he. "Don!" she said softly. "Tough work, wasn't it, waiting for me to get through, dear Mom? For I know you did wait. I know you meant that some day----" He laid a hand on her head, his lips trembling. He knew he was postponing, evading. She shrank back in some conviction also of postponing, evading. All her soul was honest. She hated deceit--though all her life she had been engaged in this glorious deceit which now was about to end. "Tough sometimes, yes," she said, smiling up at him. "But don't you like it?" "If my dad had lived," said Don, "or if he had had very much to give either of us, you'd never have lived this way at all. Too bad he died, wasn't it, Mom?" He smiled also, or tried to smile, yet restraint was upon them both, neither dared ask why. She caught up his hand suddenly, spying upon it a strand of blood. "Don!" she exclaimed, wiping it with her kerchief, "you are hurt!" He laughed at this. "Surely you don't know much of boxing or football," said he. "You ought not to fight," she reproved him. "On your first day--and all the town saw it, Don! You and I--we ought not to fight. What--on the first day I've seen you in all these years--the first day you're out of college--the first day I could ever in all my life claim you for my very own? I believe I _would_ have claimed you--yes, I do! But you came--when you knew you had a mother, why you came to her, didn't you, Don? Even me. But you mustn't fight." "Why?" He turned upon her quickly, his voice suddenly harsh, his eyes narrowing under drawn brows. "Why shouldn't I fight?
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