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they breed misfortune. I cannot believe in the happiness of our love!" "Thou dear fool, why not?" "I know not. The unhappy doubt which troubles all my life spreads its curse even over our love. How gladly would I love and trust like you! But a warning voice in my heart ever repeats: 'It will not last--thou shalt not be happy!'" "Then, even in my arms, you are not happy?" "Yes, and no! The feeling of concealment from my noble father oppresses me. See, Totila, what makes me love you most is not your youthful beauty and strength, nor even your great love for me. It is my pride in your character, in your frank, unclouded and noble character. I have accustomed myself to see you walk through this dark world bright and strong as the God of Light. The noble courage, sure of victory; the enthusiasm and truth of your being, are my pride. That when you approach, all that is mean, little, and unholy must vanish from before you, is my delight. I love you as a mortal loves the Sun-god who approaches him in the fulness of his glory, and therefore I can endure nothing secret about you. Not even the delight of these hours--it is enjoyed by stealth, and that must no longer be----" "No, Valeria, and shall not! I feel exactly the same. I hate the lie of this disguise; I can bear it no longer! To-morrow I will throw it off and speak openly and freely to your father." "This decision is the best, for----" "For it saves your life, young man!" suddenly cried a deep voice, and from the dark background of the grotto a man came forth, in the act of sheathing his sword. "My father!" cried Valeria, startled, but with courageous composure. Totila put one arm round her. "Away, Valeria! leave the barbarian!" cried Valerius, stretching out his hand commandingly. "No, Valerius," cried Totila, pressing Valeria close to his breast; "henceforward her place is on my bosom!" "Audacious Goth!" "Hear me, Valerius, and be not angry with us for this deceit. You yourself heard that it was to end tomorrow." "Fortunately for you, I did. Warned by an old friend, I could still scarcely believe that my daughter--would deceive me. When I was compelled to believe my eyes, I was resolved that your life should pay for her fault. Your words saved you. But now go; you will never again see her face." Totila would have retorted angrily, but Valeria was beforehand. "Father," she said quietly, stepping between the two men, "listen to your chil
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