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privations. "It is needless to follow my career step by step. You know what I am now--you see I have succeeded." "Well, _mon cher maitre_, not many men can boast of a success equal to yours. Indeed, there is evidence enough in this very room of that success." "That implies, of course, that you think I have an enormous account at the bank. You are mistaken. Every centime I get comes from the sale of my books, the rights of translation, etc. My royalty is 60 centimes per volume. This brings me about 300,000 francs a year, and I am not a man to economise. All this furniture, and the articles you see scattered about, I have slowly accumulated. I began to purchase with the first economies I ever made. [Illustration: EMILE ZOLA.] "This passion which obliged me frequently to change residences in order to find room for the ever increasing number of objects was acquired by me through reading Victor Hugo in my childhood. It is not so ardent now, I regret to say." As he got up to show me round, the light fell full on his face. I thought I noticed a look of melancholy, and made a remark to that effect. With a sigh he replied, "_Mon cher monsieur_, I repeat I always think with pleasure of my garret. I had then no cares. I was, what I call, absolutely independent." "But in what way are you dependent now?" "More than you think. I was then my own reader and my only critic. I lived in my writings, and thought them perfect. Since then I belong to the public, upon whose judgment my success depends, upon whose appreciation my reward lies. Do not imagine that I do not frequently suffer deeply, that I am not wounded, and that I do not feel mortified and become discouraged by the misinterpretation of my motives. These are passing clouds, but they are not pleasant, I can assure you." As he was unburdening his sorrows, we visited the apartment. It would be impossible to describe it in the short space of an article, as I must admit I seldom found such a mass, and at the same time such a variety, of objects collected. The accompanying photos will be more eloquent than my pen. Taste presides in everything; choice, disposal, grouping, and colouring. The southern nature of the host reveals itself in its love for bright colours, education and refinement in the subdued tones and harmonious _ensemble_. He did not hesitate to show me everything; unfortunately, however, had I seen less, I would have remembered more. As w
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