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l, Janey?" "Yes." "And will you love me a little if I love him a great deal? Or do you hate me for loving him?" "Kitty--you needn't be afraid. The more you love him the more I shall love you." "Did--did his wife love him? Oh, ought I to have asked you that?" Jane shook her head. "I'm not sure that I ought to tell you." "She didn't, then?" "Oh yes, she did, poor little thing. She loved him all she could." "And it wasn't enough?" "No, I don't think it was, quite. There was something wanting. But I don't think Robert ever knew it." "He knows it now," said Kitty. Her voice lifted with the pride of passion. CHAPTER XV Marston cancelled that appointment at Whitehall. Somebody else's business would have to wait another day, that was all. He was wont to settle affairs as they arose, methodically, punctually, in the order of their importance. At the moment his own affair and Kitty's was of supreme importance. Until it was settled he could not attend to anybody else. He was determined not to let her go. He meant to have her. He did not yet know precisely how he was to achieve this end, but as a first step to it he engaged a room indefinitely at the Metropole. There was nothing like being on the spot. He would consider himself defeated when Lucy had actually married her. Meanwhile, he was uplifted by his supreme distrust of the event. His rival had made a very favourable impression on him, with the curious effect of heightening Kitty's value in his eyes. Other causes contributed, her passion for Lucy, and the subtle purification it had wrought in her (a charm to which Marston was by no means unsusceptible), the very fact that his own dominion was uncertain and his possession incomplete. Up till now he had been unaware of the grip she had on him. He had never allowed for the possibility of permanence in his relations with her sex. The idea of marriage was peculiarly unsupportable to him. Even in his youth he had had no love affairs, avowed and sanctioned. Though Marston professed the utmost devotion to women like Miss Lucy, the women whom his mother and his sisters knew, he had noticed a little sadly that he soon wearied of their society, that he had no power of sustained communion with the good. The unfallen were for him the unapproachable. Therefore he had gravitated by taste and temperament to the women of the underworld. There his incurable fastidiousness drove him to the pursuit
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