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ahead in the darkness. "You Americans forget how we Spaniards feel," he began slowly. "You think us foolish to fight for a dying country. I know that it is dying; for I am not one of those who blind their eyes and boast. I know that we are bankrupt and disorganized, our men dying, and our enemies closing in on us. We cannot keep up with modern nations. But, Miss Stuart, it is still Spain, my native land; my friends are there, my memories are there. And Spain's enemies are mine." There was a gleam in the proud Castilian's eyes as he said that; but then he sank back with a sigh. "It is useless," he said, "foolish, if you will. And I am tired of the struggle, tired of weeping at my country's trials, her follies. I shall be glad to leave. I can die without a murmur. When I go back to Havana I shall have no one to care about me, and it will soon be over." The man stopped abruptly. "I am through," he said. "You say you have no one to care for you," said the girl. "I will care for you." But the officer only shook his head. "I should ruin your hopes," he said. "You must not think of me at all. If I came I should have no way of taking care of you; I will stay in Cuba. And remember that I have done this to make you happy--because I love you. If I leave you unhappy I shall know that I have died for nothing." And there the matter ended. The calm officer only shook his head to all of Bessie's arguments; he had his mind made up, and was as firm as adamant. It seemed strange that the girl should be trying to persuade him to marry her; but in her earnestness she never thought of that. The man's sacrifice quite appalled her; she felt that she was not worth it, and she did all she could to persuade him of her sincerity. But Lieutenant Hernandez was unmoved. "I know that you love him," he said, "and I know that your heart is ready to break at the thought of leaving him. I can see it in the way you look at him. I knew it when you fainted when I spoke of his danger. And I do not blame you, for he is a braver man than I. But I will not be coward enough to separate you. You would hate me." "Hate you?" "Yes, and every decent American, too. What else has any man for a traitor? I should kill myself for shame. No, no!" And the girl realized to her despair what he said was true; but oh! how her heart went out to that man! The officer rose to his feet just then, as if to close the painful discussion. Bessie S
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