FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392  
393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400   401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   411   412   413   414   415   416   417   >>   >|  
the evening I used to write letters--part of the evening." "Child! child!"--He dropped her hands, and began to pace up and down the moderate limits of Mrs. Derrick's best carpet. Until after a few turns Faith put herself straight in his way and intercepted him, with a very innocent face. "Faith, did no one protest against this--for me?" "Yes, sir."-- "And you knew that I had guarded--that I had _tried_ to guard you against any such possibility?" Faith paused. "Yes, I knew,--but Endy, that couldn't make any difference." "It did not--How, could not?" "It ought not," she said softly and colouring. "Can you tell why?" "You know, Endy, it was better,--it was right,--it was better that I should work for myself." "Never, Mignonette--while I could work for you. How do you expect to manage when you are my wife?--And do you think I had no right even to _know_ about it?" "I thought--now was the best time--" Faith said. "Am I to learn from this and similar instances what my wife will expect of me if I chance to be sick or in trouble?" It touched her. She coloured again to the roots of her hair. "Do you think I did wrong, Endy?" she said doubtfully, yet in an appealing fashion. "I cannot say you did right." "But when you could do me no good,"--said Faith very gently,--"and I should only have given you pain--for nothing?" "It would not have given me pain to have you tell it--and the thing does now. Besides, in a great many cases the thought that it is pain 'for nothing' is a mistake. I might know some remedy when you did not. Self sacrifice will never run wild in my nature--as it is inclined to do in yours, but just imagine it once in the ascendant and me with a bad headache (which I never have),--it can only give you pain to hear of it--so I tell you of it the next day. But if I had told you at the time--what conjurations of your little fingers! what quick-witted alleviations!--till the headache becomes almost a pleasure to both of us." Faith was very near the unwonted demonstration of tears. She stood still, looking down, till she could look up safely. "I will not do so again, Endy.--About important things, I mean," "You know, Faith, I am speaking less of this one case, than of the daily course of future action. Is not perfect frankness, as well as perfect truth, best? And if I call for your sympathy in all manner of small and great things, will you let mine lie idle?" "I might li
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   368   369   370   371   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392  
393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400   401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   411   412   413   414   415   416   417   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

thought

 

headache

 

perfect

 
evening
 
expect
 

things

 
ascendant
 

sacrifice

 

remedy

 

mistake


nature
 

inclined

 

imagine

 

future

 

action

 
frankness
 

speaking

 

sympathy

 

manner

 
important

alleviations

 
Besides
 

pleasure

 

witted

 

conjurations

 

fingers

 

safely

 
unwonted
 

demonstration

 

instances


intercepted

 

innocent

 

straight

 

protest

 

paused

 

couldn

 

possibility

 

guarded

 

dropped

 

letters


carpet

 

Derrick

 

moderate

 

limits

 

difference

 

doubtfully

 
coloured
 

trouble

 

touched

 

gently