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I couldn't help it." "No." "And Endy,--he used to talk to me." "Yes,"--the word was short and grave. "I don't know why he did it; and I did not like it, and I could not help it. He would talk to me about Bible things." "Well?--He used to do that long ago." "And long ago you told me not to let him talk to me of his doubts and false opinions. Endecott, I didn't forget that--I remembered it all the while,--and yet he _did_ talk to me of those things, and I could not tell how to hinder it. And then, Endecott--the things were in my head--and I could not get them out!"--The manner of Faith's slow words told of a great deal of heart-work. Mr. Linden did not start--but Faith felt the thrill which passed over him, even to the fingers that held hers. Clearly _this_ was not what he expected. "Faith,"--he said,--"has he touched _your_ faith?" Faith's head drew nearer to his, with a manner half caressing, half shrinking, but the answer was a low, "No--never." "Child!" he said with a sort of deep terror in his voice,--"I think I could not have borne that. I would rather he had won away your heart from me!" Faith did not move, and seemed to herself scarce to breathe, such a spasm of various feelings was upon her heart. "It did not, Endy,"--she whispered. He stooped to kiss her, as if that was the only answer he could give just then; merely saying, "Tell me all about it." "I don't know how he did it"--Faith went on hesitatingly, as if the words were not easy to her;--"and always before I knew it was coming, it was said,--something that troubled me; almost every time he came. I don't know whether it troubled him too, or whether--But no matter what it was said for! He would tell me of some question that had occurred to him, or some difficulty that he could not understand; or else it was a contrary fact that somebody else had stated, or a cunning explanation that somebody had found out, or a discovery that was against the truth, or some train of consequences and inferences that would undermine it. And these things were always so curiously put, that though I knew they were false, Endy--I never doubted that--I knew they were not the truth;--yet I could not shew him that they were not; and that hurt me. It pained me by day and by night;--but that was not all." Faith hesitated. "These things never did touch my faith, Endecott--but it seems to me now as if they had shut it up in a fortress and besieged it. I hadn
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