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arm round her shoulder. "Evelyn--Ladybird--have you nothing to say to me?" "N--no," she answered in a choked voice, without uncovering her face; "it wouldn't be any use." "Why not? Am I so utterly devoid of understanding?" "No--no. But you brave, strong sort of people can't ever know how hard little things are for--for people like me. It has been so--dull lately. You had--all those men, and--I was lonely. It was nice to have some one--wanting me--some one not miles above my head. But I knew you would be cross if I told you--and--and--" tears choked her utterance--"oh, it's no good talking. You'd never understand." "I understand this much, my dear," he said. "You are done up with the strain of nursing, and badly in need of a change. But we shall soon get away on leave now; and I will see to it that you shall never feel dull or out of it again. Only one thing I insist upon--your intimacy with--that man is at an end. No more riding with him; no more going to his bungalow. From to-day you treat him and his sister as mere acquaintances." She faced him now with terror-stricken eyes. For while he spoke, she had perceived the full extent of her dilemma. "But, Theo--there isn't any need for that," she urged, with a thrill of fear at her own boldness. "They would think it so odd. What excuses could I possibly make?" "That's your affair," Desmond answered unmoved. "You are a better hand at it than I am. My only concern is that you shall put an end to this equivocal state of things for good." At that she hid her face again, with a sob of despair. "I can't do it--I _can't_. It's impossible!" she murmured vehemently more to herself than to him. Her unexpected opposition fanned his smouldering wrath to a blaze. He took her by the shoulder--not roughly, but very decisively. "_Impossible!_ What am I to understand by that?" It was the first time he had touched her untenderly; and she quivered in every nerve. "I--I don't know. I can't explain. But--it's true." For one instant he stood speechless;--then: "Great Heavens, Evelyn!" he broke out, "don't you see that you are forcing upon me a suspicion that is an insult to us both?" She looked up at him in blank bewilderment, then jerked herself free from his hand. "I--I don't understand what you mean. But if you _will_ think horrid things of me you may. I can't explain and--I won't!" "You--_won't_," Desmond repeated slowly, frozen incredulity in his e
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