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on the coloured sea. I do not believe she knew what the colours were; but I did, I confess. I had got a weight off my mind. The bay of Sorrento was very lovely to me that evening. After a good while, Christina turned to me again, and I could see that she was all taut and right now. She began with a compliment to me." "What was it?" Dolly asked. "Said I was a brave fellow, I believe." "I am sure I think that was true." "Do you? It is harder to be false than true, Dolly." "All the same, it takes bravery sometimes to be true." "So Christina seemed to think. I believe I said nothing; and she went on, and added she thought I had done right, and she was much obliged to me." "That was like Christina," said Dolly. "'But you are bold,' she said again, 'to tell me!' "I assured her I had not been bold at all, but very cowardly. "'What do you expect people will say?' "I told her I had been concerned only and solely with the question of how she herself would take my disclosure; what she would say, and how she would feel. "She was silent again. "'But, Sandie,' she began after a minute or two which were not yet pleasant minutes to either of us,--'I think it was very risky. It's all right, or it will be all right, I believe, soon,--but suppose I had been devotedly in love with you? Suppose it had broken my heart? It _hasn't_--but suppose it had?'" "Yes," said Dolly. "You could not know." "I think I knew," said Mr. Shubrick. "But at any rate, Dolly, I should have done just the same. 'Fais que dois, advienne que pourra,' is a grand old motto, and always safe. I could not marry one woman while I loved another. The question of breaking hearts does not come in. I had no right to marry Christina, even to save her life, if that had been in danger. But happily it was not in danger. She did shed a few tears, but they were not the tears of a broken heart. I told her something like what I have been saying to you. "'But Dolly!' she said. 'You do not know her, you do not even _know her_.' That thought seemed to weigh on her mind." "What could you say to it?" said Dolly. "I said nothing," Mr. Shubrick answered, smiling. "Then Christina went on to remark that Miss Copley did not know me; and that possibly I had been brave for nothing. I still made no answer; and she declared she saw it in my face, that I was determined it should _not_ be for nothing. She wished me success, she added; but 'Dolly had her own wa
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