very pale. Her
blonde hair looked like burnished gold. She extended her hand as he
advanced with a profound bow.
"Many thanks," she said, "for having come. I hardly dared expect you."
"Why did you doubt me? Did you suppose that I could be deaf to such a
mark of confidence?"
Carmen smiled sadly.
"Yes," she said, "I do feel entire confidence in you, a confidence that
is most real."
She seated herself and motioned him to a chair, and with her large eyes
fixed on her companion, was silent for a minute. At last she said,
abruptly:
"Monsieur Goutran, do you love me?"
At this most unexpected question, Goutran started.
"Yes," he answered, gravely. "I love you, and I feel a devotion for you
which is, perhaps, better than love."
Carmen's long lashes rested on her burning cheeks.
"Your words are sweeter to me than you can well imagine. By and by you
will understand me better. I need your affection, and I need your
assistance, but I am about to put your interest in me to a very severe
test."
"You have but to express your wishes," said Goutran.
Carmen waited. Evidently she had not strength to go on with her
explanation.
"Listen to me," she resumed. "I owe you a declaration which will remove
every possibility of a misunderstanding between us. A few days ago, when
on the terrace of your house my hands rested in yours, I fully realized
that, so far as you were concerned, a tacit engagement from that moment
existed between us."
"From that moment," interrupted Goutran, "I felt that if you would
accept my hand and name----"
"And yet you did not apply to Monsieur Laisangy?" said Carmen, gently.
"Did you doubt me? I did not dare."
"And you were right, for, Monsieur Goutran, I can never be your wife!"
Goutran rose quickly.
"Was it to break my heart that you summoned me here to-night?" he cried.
"I can never be your wife," repeated Carmen, "because only an unstained
woman should bear your name!"
Goutran turned deadly pale.
"And I," she continued, "am not such a woman!"
"Ah! Mademoiselle, I cannot understand you."
"Listen to me. Every word I speak I have thoroughly weighed, and I
understand my duty. I hope my frankness will at least win your esteem,
and possibly your pity."
"My pity! Ah! Carmen, for God's sake do not say such things!"
"I have not finished. Goutran, I love you, deeply and sincerely. Your
character, your talents, all inspire me, for the first time in my life,
with tho
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