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erestimate his ability. You may hate him--but he is a man of genius." "He is everything you loathe, and yet you are going to marry him. Great God! don't you understand what a close, intimate, personal thing marriage is! You are the most fastidious girl I have ever known. The ceremony with which you keep your beautiful body is a religion. Bivens is physically everything you despise. His teeth are yellow with nicotine, and his lips cracked and stained with tobacco. With every quivering fibre of your delicate and sensitive being you know that you loathe him. And yet you are going to give your body to be his--without reserve--you, the delicate, the exquisite beauty--you who worship your dainty body in a mirror daily. God--have you no real reverence for your own being?" "No, Jim," she interrupted at last, with deep pity in her heart for his suffering, "I don't think I have, and it's better so after all. I'll never love another, I shall not try." "Then if you will sell yourself, Nan, dear, let's make a better bargain--wait! You are giving up too easily. Bivens has only a couple of millions, and he may lose them. Don't hold yourself so cheap. If you were on the block for sale I'd give a million for each dimple in your cheek. That pile of glorious black hair is worth a million--I'd give it without haggling at the price! Come, let's have more bids! The smile that plays about your lips should bring millions. The arch of your proud young neck should add another--and your deep dark eyes, I swear are worth a million each." Stuart's voice had grown husky and sank into a sob as she placed her hand on his arm and gently said: "Hush, Jim, dear, we must go now. I can't stand any more. I've let you go on like this and say anything you pleased because I'm heartsick to see how cruelly I've hurt you--but there's a limit." "Yes, I know, forgive me." Without another word he led her from the place, closed the little gate quietly and returned to her home. Alone inside the parlour they stood in silence a moment and she took his hand in hers. "I'm sorry, but it must be good-bye. Your love has been a sweet and wonderful thing in my life----" "And you throw it aside as a worthless rag." "No," she answered smiling. "It shall be mine always--good-bye." She raised her lips to his in a cold kiss. Dazed with anguish, he turned and left. The door closed on his retreating figure, and Nan sank among the cushions and burst into
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