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paused for him to speak. But he said nothing. He was only talking to himself, saying 'Over, is it? I believe it is over. But it isn't finished. Remember, it isn't finished. We must put some sort of a finish on it. There must be a conclusion, there must be finality.' So he talked to himself, but aloud he said nothing whatever. 'What has been, has been,' she continued. 'There is nothing that I regret. I hope you regret nothing--' She waited for him to speak. 'Oh, I regret nothing,' he said, accommodatingly. 'Good then,' she answered, 'good then. Then neither of us cherishes any regrets, which is as it should be.' 'Quite as it should be,' he said aimlessly. She paused to gather up her thread again. 'Our attempt has been a failure,' she said. 'But we can try again, elsewhere.' A little flicker of rage ran through his blood. It was as if she were rousing him, goading him. Why must she do it? 'Attempt at what?' he asked. 'At being lovers, I suppose,' she said, a little baffled, yet so trivial she made it all seem. 'Our attempt at being lovers has been a failure?' he repeated aloud. To himself he was saying, 'I ought to kill her here. There is only this left, for me to kill her.' A heavy, overcharged desire to bring about her death possessed him. She was unaware. 'Hasn't it?' she asked. 'Do you think it has been a success?' Again the insult of the flippant question ran through his blood like a current of fire. 'It had some of the elements of success, our relationship,' he replied. 'It--might have come off.' But he paused before concluding the last phrase. Even as he began the sentence, he did not believe in what he was going to say. He knew it never could have been a success. 'No,' she replied. 'You cannot love.' 'And you?' he asked. Her wide, dark-filled eyes were fixed on him, like two moons of darkness. 'I couldn't love YOU,' she said, with stark cold truth. A blinding flash went over his brain, his body jolted. His heart had burst into flame. His consciousness was gone into his wrists, into his hands. He was one blind, incontinent desire, to kill her. His wrists were bursting, there would be no satisfaction till his hands had closed on her. But even before his body swerved forward on her, a sudden, cunning comprehension was expressed on her face, and in a flash she was out of the door. She ran in one flash to her room and locked herself in. She was afraid, but confiden
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