r, smoking, rode slowly
homeward; chatting with the Seraph through the leafless, muddy lanes in
the gloaming?

Scarcely; it is very easy to remember our difficulties when we are
eating and drinking them, so to speak, in bad soups and worse wines
in continental impecuniosity; sleeping on them as rough Australian
shake-downs, or wearing them perpetually in Californian rags and
tatters--it were impossible very well to escape from them then; but
it is very hard to remember them when every touch and shape of life is
pleasant to us--when everything about us is symbolical and redolent of
wealth and ease--when the art of enjoyment is the only one we are called
on to study, and the science of pleasure all we are asked to explore.

It is well-nigh impossible to believe yourself a beggar while you never
want sovereigns for whist; and it would be beyond the powers of human
nature to conceive your ruin irrevocable while you still eat turbot
and terrapin, with a powdered giant behind your chair daily. Up in his
garret a poor wretch knows very well what he is, and realizes in stern
fact the extremities of the last sou, the last shirt, and the last
hope; but in these devil-may-care pleasures--in this pleasant, reckless,
velvet-soft rush down-hill--in this club-palace, with every luxury
that the heart of man can devise and desire, yours to command at your
will--it is hard work, then, to grasp the truth that the crossing
sweeper yonder, in the dust of Pall Mall, is really not more utterly in
the toils of poverty than you are!

"Beauty" was never, in the whole course of his days, virtually
or physically, or even metaphorically, reminded that he was not a
millionaire; much less still was he ever reminded so painfully.

Life petted him, pampered him, caressed him, gifted him, though of half
his gifts he never made use; lodged him like a prince, dined him like
a king, and never recalled to him by a single privation or a single
sensation that he was not as rich a man as his brother-in-arms, the
Seraph, future Duke of Lyonnesse. How could he then bring himself to
understand, as nothing less than truth, the grim and cruel insult his
father had flung at him in that brutally bitter phrase--"A Pauper and
a Guardsman"? If he had ever been near a comprehension of it, which he
never was, he must have ceased to realize it when--pressed to dine with
Lord Guenevere, near whose house the last fox had been killed, while a
groom dashed over to Royallie