any use to me?" she questioned of herself, as
she was about to put her father's letter back into its receptacle. She
read the last words over again, once more:
"From my death-bed I adjure you to stand her friend; I will beg pardon on
my knees for anything."
"I will take it," thought she. "I need not bring it out; most likely
there will be no need for it, after what I shall have to say. All is so
altered, so changed between us, as utterly as if it never had been, that
I think I shall have no shame in showing it him, for my own part of it.
While, if he sees poor papa's, dear, dear papa's suffering humility, it
may make him think more gently of one who loved him once though they
parted in wrath with each other, I'm afraid."
So she took the letter with her when she drove to Hyde Park Gardens.
Every nerve in her body was in such a high state of tension that she
could have screamed out at the cabman's boisterous knock at the door. She
got out hastily, before any one was ready or willing to answer such an
untimely summons; paid the man double what he ought to have had; and
stood there, sick, trembling, and humble.
CHAPTER XVI AND LAST.
"Is Judge Corbet at home? Can I see him?" she asked of the footman, who
at length answered the door.
He looked at her curiously, and a little familiarly, before he replied,
"Why, yes! He's pretty sure to be at home at this time of day; but
whether he'll see you is quite another thing."
"Would you be so good as to ask him? It is on very particular business."
"Can you give me a card? your name, perhaps, will do, if you have not a
card. I say, Simmons" (to a lady's-maid crossing the hall), "is the
judge up yet?"
"Oh, yes! he's in his dressing-room this half-hour. My lady is coming
down directly. It is just breakfast-time."
"Can't you put it off and come again, a little later?" said he, turning
once more to Ellinor--white Ellinor! trembling Ellinor!
"No! please let me come in. I will wait. I am sure Judge Corbet will
see me, if you will tell him I am here. Miss Wilkins. He will know the
name."
"Well, then; will you wait here till I have got breakfast in?" said the
man, letting her into the hall, and pointing to the bench there, he took
her, from her dress, to be a lady's-maid or governess, or at most a
tradesman's daughter; and, besides, he was behindhand with all his
preparations. She came in and sat down.
"You will tell him I am here," she sa
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