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neven tones. He went on slowly. "She left me at last. We agreed to separate. I saw her from time to time, and made her an allowance. She lived in one place: I in another. She died last year." "Last year?" "Yes, in the autumn. You heard that I had gone into Wales to see a relation who was dying: that was my wife." "Did Percival know?" asked Kitty, in a low voice. "No. I think very few persons knew. I wonder whether I ought to have told the world in general! I did not want to blazon forth my shame." For a little time they both were silent. Then Rupert said, softly:-- "When she was dead, I remembered the little girl whom I used to know in Gower-street; and I said to myself that I would find her out." "You found her changed," said Kitty, with a sob. "Very much changed outwardly; but with the same loving heart at the core. Kitty, I was unjust to you: I have come back to offer reparation." "For what?" "For that injustice, dear. When I went away from Strathleckie in January, I was angry and vexed with you. I thought that you were throwing yourself away in promising to marry Hugo Luttrell--" then, as Kitty made a sudden gesture--"oh, I know I had no right to interfere. I was wrong, quite wrong. I must confess to you now, Kitty, that I thought you a vain, frivolous, little creature; and it was not until I began to think over what I had said to you and what you had said to me, that I saw clearly, as I lay in my darkened room, how unjust I had been to you." "You were not unjust," said Kitty, hurriedly; "and I was wrong. I did not tell you the truth; I let you suppose that I was engaged to Hugo when I was not. But----" "You were not engaged to him?" "No." "Then I may say what I should have said weeks ago if I had not thought that you had promised to marry him?" "It cannot make much difference what you say now," said Kitty, heavily. "It is too late." "I suppose it is. I cannot ask any woman--especially any girl of your age--to share the burden of my infirmity." "It is not that. Anyone would be proud to share such a burden--to be of the least help to you--but I mean--you have not heard----" She could not go on. If he had seen her face, he might have guessed more quickly what she meant. But he could not see; and her voice, broken as it was, told him only that she was agitated by some strong emotion--he knew not of what kind. He rose and stood beside her, as if he did not like to sit while sh
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