ew the worst, he would not reject my request to become
one of his pupils. Nor did he reply at once. I glanced at him, and saw
that he was blushing; but he mastered his confusion, and said quietly:--
"Miss Harlan, I have received few compliments in my life more acceptable
than that comprised in what you have just said to me. It is precisely to
such alert and reflective minds as yours that I wish to make my theories
interesting. I am devoting the sum of my energies to the propagation of
what I regard as a truth vital to the well-being of humanity. You know
the leading features of my system already. I will not disguise from you
that an advocacy of them will expose you to publicity, it may be to
ridicule. Our converts are as yet few; and in order to be of service,
those who devote themselves to the work must be enthusiastic. I do not
say this because I doubt your sincerity or steadfastness; probably you
have considered these things already. But it is right that you should be
fully informed regarding the character of the cause you propose to
adopt."
"But I may decide not to adopt it in the end, Mr. Spence," I said, not
wishing to commit myself irrevocably. "I am very much interested in your
ideas, but I should prefer to be accepted merely as a student until I am
more familiar with them. As I have said, I am very ignorant of all such
matters, and need instruction. I have spoken to you rather to ask your
advice as to whom to select as a teacher, than to offer myself as an
active convert. The rest will come in time, I have no doubt, for I am
greatly attracted by what I have heard already."
"I see. You are right," said he. "Precipitation is directly opposed to
the spirit of my theories. I should have said you were already qualified
to become an active worker, but you are the best judge: and, as you
have mentioned, you will be able to become familiar with the system at
your leisure."
He paused, and seemed to be absorbed in thought, as though he were
debating with himself.
"Do you know of any good teacher?" I inquired.
"I am reflecting."
"I should expect to pay any competent person liberally."
He flushed a little, and after an instant said:
"I thought at first that I might see my way to offering myself as an
instructor, but on reflection I find it would be difficult for me to
find time. I know of no better persons to suggest than one of our
friends of the other evening,--Mr. Fleisch or Miss Kingsley. Either of
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