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lieveth in Me, though he were dead, yet shall he live; and whosoever liveth and believeth in Me shall never die._' That was Sydney Carton's text. II It is a great thing--a very great thing--to be able to save those you love by dying for them. I well remember sitting in my study at Hobart one evening, when there came a ring at the bell. A moment later a man whom I knew intimately was shown in. I had seen him a few weeks earlier, yet, as I looked upon him that night, I could scarcely believe it was the same man. He seemed twenty years older; his hair was gray; his face furrowed and his back bent. I was staggered at the change. He sat down and burst into tears. 'Oh, my boy, my boy!' he sobbed. I let him take his time, and, when he had regained his self-possession, he told me of his son's great sin and shame. 'I have mentioned this to nobody,' he said, 'but I could keep it to myself no longer. I knew that you would understand.' And then he broke down again. I can see him now as he sits there, rocking himself in his agony, and moaning: 'If only I could have died for him! If only I could have died for him!' But he couldn't! That was the torture of it! I remember how his heart-broken cry rang in my ears for days; and on the following Sunday there was only one subject on which I could preach. '_And the king was much moved, and went up to the chamber over the gate and wept; and as he went he cried: O my son Absalom! my son, my son Absalom! Would God I had died for thee, O Absalom, my son, my son!_' It was the unutterable grief of David, and of my poor friend, that they could not save those they loved by dying for them. It was the joy of Sydney Carton that he could! He contrived to enter the Conciergerie; made his way to Darnay's cell; changed clothes with him; hurried him forth; and then resigned himself to his fate. Later on, a fellow prisoner, a little seamstress, approached him. She had known Darnay and had learned to trust him. She asked if she might ride with him to the scaffold. 'I am not afraid,' she said, 'but I am little and weak, and, if you will let me ride with you and hold your hand, it will give me courage!' As the patient eyes were lifted to his face, he saw a sudden doubt in them, and then astonishment. She had discovered that he was not Darnay. 'Are you dying for him?' she whispered. 'For him--and his wife and child. Hush! Yes!' 'Oh, you will let me hold your brave hand, stran
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