FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183  
184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   >>   >|  
etty's vivid face. "I was a Speciality for about a fortnight," she continued--"perhaps a little longer. But at the last meeting I made up my mind that I could not go on, so I told the girls what I had done. It is unnecessary to trouble you with those particulars, sir. After I had told them they asked me to leave the room, and I went. They had a special meeting of the club last night to consult over my case, and I was invited to be present. I was then told that, notwithstanding the fact that I had broken Rule No. I., I might continue to be a member of the club if I would give up something which I possess and to which I believe I have a full right, and if I would relate my story in detail to Mrs. Haddo. I absolutely refused to do either of these things. I was then _expelled_ from the club, sir--that is the only word to use; and the fact was notified on the blackboard in the great hall to-day." "Well," said Mr. Fairfax when Betty paused, "I understand that you repent, and you do not repent, and that you are no longer a Speciality." "That is the case, sir." "Can you not take me further into your confidence?" "There is no use," said Betty, shaking her head. "I am not surprised, Miss Vivian, that you are unhappy." "I am accustomed to that," said Betty. "May I ask what you have come to see me about?" "I wanted to know this: ought I, or ought I not, being unrepentant of my sin, to come to the chapel with the other girls, to kneel with them, to pray with them, and to listen to your words?" "I must leave that to yourself. If your conscience says, 'Come,' it is not for me to turn you out. But it is a very dangerous thing to trifle with conscience. Of course you know that. I can see, too, that you are peculiarly sensitive. Forgive me, but I have often noticed your face, and with extreme interest. You have good abilities, and a great future before you in the upward direction--that is, if you choose. Although you won't take me into your confidence, I am well aware that the present is a turning-point in your career. You must at least know that I, as a clergyman, would not repeat to any one a word of what you say to me. Can you not trust me?" "No, no; it is too painful!" said Betty. "I see that, in your heart of hearts, you think that I--I ought not--I ought _not_ to come to chapel. I am indeed outcast!" "No, child, you are not. Kneel down now, and let me pray with you." "I cannot stand it--no, I cannot!" sa
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183  
184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

repent

 

present

 

conscience

 
meeting
 
longer
 

Speciality

 
chapel
 

confidence

 

wanted

 

trifle


listen
 

dangerous

 

unrepentant

 

choose

 

painful

 
clergyman
 

repeat

 

hearts

 

outcast

 
career

noticed

 
extreme
 

interest

 

peculiarly

 

sensitive

 

Forgive

 

abilities

 
future
 

turning

 

Although


upward

 

direction

 

special

 

consult

 

invited

 

member

 

continue

 

notwithstanding

 

broken

 

particulars


continued

 

fortnight

 

unnecessary

 

trouble

 

possess

 

understand

 
paused
 

Fairfax

 

shaking

 

unhappy