ed!_'
Now this was very pathetic, this pair of eager eyes suddenly turned
inward; this discovery of an empty soul; this comparison with his
grandfather's golden hoard; and this pitiful confession of abject
poverty. I felt sorry for him, just as I felt sorry for the lady in
the tramcar. The lady in the tramcar looked into a purse that she
thought to be empty, and suffered all the agony of a great loss. The
young fellow in the debating society looked into the recesses of his
own spirit, and cried out that there was nothing there. And it was all
a mistake--in both cases. The sovereigns were in the purse after all.
And faith was in the apparently empty soul after all. But neither of
the victims knew that they possessed what they lamented. They were
both exactly like the old lady with the spectacles on her temples, like
the clerk with his pen behind his ear, like the boy with the penknife
in his pocket. In the case of the lady in the car the similitude is
clear enough. I aspire to show that the analogy applies just as surely
to the young fellow and his faith. And to that end let me raise a
cloud of questions as a dog might start a covey of birds.
Why does this young man sigh for his grandfather's faith? Was his
grandfather's a true faith or a false faith? If his grandfather's
faith was a false faith, why does he himself so passionately covet it?
Does not the very fact that he so earnestly desires his grandfather's
faith as his own faith prove that he is certain that his grandfather's
faith was true? And if, in the very soul of him, he feels that his
grandfather's faith was true, does it not follow that he has already
set his seal to the faith of his grandfather? Is he not proving most
conclusively by his flashing eyes, his fervent manner, and his
quivering voice that he believes most firmly in his grandfather's
faith? And, if that is so, is it not a case of the lady in the tramcar
over again? Is he not crying out that his soul is empty, whilst, in a
secret and unexplored recess of that same soul, there reposes the very
faith for which he cries?
When I was a very small boy I believed in the Man in the Moon; I
believed in Santa Claus; I believed in old Mother Hubbard; I believed
in the Fairy Godmother; I believed in ghosts and brownies and witches
and trolls. It was a wonderful creed, that creed of my infancy. It
has gone now, and it has gone unwept and unsung. I never catch myself
saying that I would
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