rom Jenny
the details of the affair and her heart went out to the old man in
womanly sympathy. She had liked the boy, too, and when he came for his
lesson had given him many a slice of cake, for she thought he always
looked pinched and hungry, underfed, as she called it.
"Do come and have a bit of dinner with us, professor," she said. With
her dinner was a universal panacea, but Von Barwig declined with many
thanks. He had grown to like Miss Husted and realised that she was
far, far above the average woman of her class. Moreover, he felt that
she liked him, and sympathy begets sympathy.
"Professor, you are always doing things for folks, but you never allow
folks to do anything for you," said Miss Husted, slightly piqued by his
refusal of her invitation.
"Ah, then I accept!" said Von Barwig, seeing that she was hurt, "just
to show you that you are more powerful than my own resolutions. But I
warn you I shall be sad company; I don't feel quite myself tonight. It
is better, far better, that little Josef should have--left us, for I do
not think he would have ever been strong enough to play again, but--"
and Von Barwig sighed, "it is sad enough. A little light prematurely
snuffed out is always sad. Ah, well! I won't make you miserable.
Life is full of sorrow for us all; don't let me selfishly add to yours."
At dinner he was the life of the party. He pinched Jenny's cheek; he
joked with Miss Husted; he smiled at Thurza, and he even ventured a few
remarks to Mrs. Mangenborn, whom he cordially disliked. Every one
present thought that Von Barwig was as happy as could be.
That night, after he had closed the door of his room he sighed deeply
and looked out of his window into the street at the blinking
lamplights. Once more that mournful far-away expression came into his
face and he asked himself: "Why? Why is it my fate to lose everything
I love? Have I not yet drunk the dregs of my cup of sorrow?"
* * * * * *
"Good-night, professor," came Miss Husted's cheery voice from the
hallway, interrupting his reverie.
"Good-night, Mr. Von Barwig," said Jenny, as she passed his room on her
way to bed. He opened the door and kissed her tenderly.
"Good-night, good-night, my friends," said Von Barwig. The sound of
their voices comforted him not a little and then he thought, "I mustn't
be ungrateful; there are many, many kind hearts in this world." And he
slept peacefully all th
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