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pe, boundless and splendid in its extravagant promises. Drunk with the wine of dreams, he knew himself to be a monarch, a monarch uncrowned and unattended, yet always with his feet upon the wide threshold of his kingdom. Then would come the biting chill of night, the manifold rays of stars and silence, silence reft of winds, yet alive with the tense immobility of the crouching beast, waiting ... waiting.... The desert, impassively withering him to the shell of a man, or wracking him terribly in heat or in storm and cold, still cajoled him day and night with promises, whispered, vague and intoxicating as the perfume of a woman's hair. Finally the desert flung wide the secret portals of her treasure-house and gave royally like a courtesan of kings. The man, his dream all but fulfilled, found the taste of awakening bitter on his lips. He counted his years of toil and cursed as he viewed his shrunken hands, claw-like, scarred, crippled. He felt the weight of his years and dreaded their accumulated burdens. He realized that the dream was all--its fulfillment nothing. He knew himself to be a thing to be pointed at; yet he longed for the sound of human voices, for the touch of human hands, for the living sweetness of his child's face. The sirens of the invisible night no longer whispered to him. He was utterly alone. He had entered his kingdom. Viewed from afar it had seemed a vast pleasure-dome of infinite enchantment. He found Success, as it ever shall be, a veritable desert, grudging man foothold, yet luring him from one aspiration to another, only to consume his years in dust. A narrow canon held his secret. He had wandered into it, panned a little black sand, and found color. Finally he discovered the fountainhead of the hoarded yellow particles that spell Power. There in the fastness of those steep, purgatorial walls was the hermitage of the two voices--voices that no longer whispered of hope, but left him in the utter loneliness of possession and its birthright, Fear. He cried aloud for the companionship of men--and glanced fearfully round lest man had heard him call. He again journeyed to the town beside the railroad, bought supplies and vanished, a ragged wraith, on the horizon. Back in the canon he set about his labors, finding a numbing solace in toil. But at night he would think of the child's face. He had said to those with whom he had left the child that he would return with a fortune. They
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