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he may," Aurora answered very gravely. Then she was silent, and Marcello could not help looking at her as she leaned back in the corner of the sofa. Of all things, at that moment, he dreaded lest he should lose command of himself under the unexpected influence of her beauty, of old memories, of the failing light, of the tender shadows that still lingered under her eyes, of that exquisite small hand that lay idly on the sofa beside her, just within his reach. He rose abruptly, no longer trusting himself. "I must be going," he said. "Already? Why?" She looked up at him and their eyes met. "Because I cannot be alone with you any longer. I do not trust myself." "Yes, you do. You are a man now, and I trust you." He had spoken roughly and harshly in his momentary self-contempt, but her words were clear and quiet, and rang true. He stood still in silence for a moment. "And besides," she added softly, "she trusts you too." There was a little emphasis on the word "she" and in her tone that was a reproach, and he looked at her in wonder. "We cannot talk of her, you and I," she said, turning her eyes to the fire, "but you know what I mean, Marcello. It is not enough to be kind. We women do not think so much of that as you men fancy. You must be true as well." "I know it," Marcello answered, bending his head a little. "Good-bye, Aurora." "No. Not good-bye, for you will come again soon, and then again, and often." "Shall I?" "Yes, because we can trust each other, though we are fond of each other. We are not children any longer, as we used to be." "Then I will come sometimes." He took her hand, trying not to feel that it was in his, and he left her sitting by the rather dreary little fire, in the rather shabby room, in the grey twilight. As he drove through the wet streets, he went over all she had said, went over it again and again, till he knew her words by heart. But he did not try, or dare to try, to examine what he felt, and was going to feel. The manliness that had at last come to its full growth in him clung to the word "true" as she had meant it. But she, being left alone, leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees and clasping her hands as she gazed at the smouldering remains of the fire. She had known well enough that she had loved him before he had come; she had known it too well when he had told her how he had driven Folco out of his house for having spoken of her too carelessl
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