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. They're not genuine. You get them out of the novels you read, or out of the operas we sing. Nonsense that poets write and callow boys swallow like so many boobies and try to transplant into real life! The trouble is we singers are in the secret, and laugh at such bosh. Well, now you know--good friends, and the soft pedal on sentiment and drama, eh? In that way we'll get along very well and the house will be yours." Leonora paused and, threatening him playfully with her forefinger, added: "Otherwise, you may consider me just as ungrateful and cruel as you please, but your gallant conduct of to-night won't count. You'll not be permitted to enter this place again. I want no adorers; I have come here looking for rest, friendship, peace ... Love! A beautiful, cruel hoax!..." She was speaking very earnestly, without moving, her gaze lost on that immense sheet of water. Rafael dared to look at her squarely now. He had raised his head and was studying her as she stood there thinking. Her beautiful face was tinted with a bluish light, that seemed to surround her with a halo of romance. Morning was coming on, and the leaden curtains of the sky were rent in the direction of the sea, allowing a livid light to filter through. Leonora shivered as if from cold, and snuggled instinctively against Rafael. With a shake of her head she seemed to rout a troop of painful thoughts, and stretching out a hand to him she said: "Which shall it be? Friends, or distant acquaintances? Do you promise to be good, be a real comrade?" Rafael eagerly clasped that soft, muscular hand, and felt her rings cut deliciously into his fingers. "Very well--friends then!... I'll resign myself, since there's no help for it." "In that case you will find what you now believe a sacrifice something quite tolerable and quite consoling; you don't know me, but I know myself. Believe me, even should I come to love you--as I never shall--you would be the loser by it. I am worth much more as a friend than as a lover. And more than one man in the world has found that out." "I will be a friend, ready to do much more for you than I've done to-night. I hope you will come to know me too." "No promises now! What more can you do for me? The river doesn't flood every day. You can't expect to be a hero every other moment. No, I'm satisfied with to-night's exploit. You can't imagine how grateful I am. It has made a very deep impression on my--friendly--heart
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