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s, and deepens into an awe. Both, then, looked on in silence, indulging it may be different thoughts. At length, Lucilla said softly:--"Tell me, hast thou really no faith in my father's creed? Are the stars quite dumb? Is there no truth in their movements, no prophecy in their lustre?" "My Lucilla, reason and experience tell us that the astrologers nurse a dream that has no reality." "Reason! well!--Experience!--why, did not thy father's mortal illness hurry thee from home at the very time in which mine foretold thy departure and its cause? I was then but a child; yet I shall never forget the paleness of thy cheek when my father uttered his prediction." "I, too, was almost a child then, Lucilla." "But that prediction was verified?" "It was so; but how many did Volktman utter that were never verified? In true science there are no chances--no uncertainties." "And my father," said Lucilla, unheeding the answer, "always foretold that thy lot and mine were to be entwined." "And the prophecy, perhaps, disposed you to the fact. You might never have loved me, Lucilla, if your thoughts had not been driven to dwell upon me by the prediction." "Nay; I thought of thee before I heard the prophecy." "But your father foretold me, dearest--cross and disappointment in my love--was he not wrong? am I not blest with you?" Lucilla threw herself into her lover's arms, and, as she kissed him, murmured, "Ah, if I could make thee happy!" The next day Godolphin departed for Rome. Lucilla was more dejected at his departure than she had been even in his earliest absence. The winter was now slowly approaching, and the weather was cold and dreary. That year it was unusually rainy and tempestuous, and as the wild gusts howled around her solitary home--how solitary now!--or she heard the big drops hurrying down on the agitated lake, she shuddered at her own despondent thoughts, and dreaded the gloom and loneliness of the lengthened night. For the first time since she had lived with Godolphin she turned, but disconsolately, to the company of books. Works of all sorts filled their home, but the spell that once spoke to her from the page was broken. If the book was not of love, it possessed no interest;--if of love, she thought the description both tame and false. No one ever painted love so as fully to satisfy another:--to some it is too florid--to some too commonplace; the god, like other gods, has no likeness on earth, and
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