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knew that Peter, too, was dying. And as she stumbled onward--on toward the black forest, she put her face down to Peter and sobbed over and over again his name. "Peter--Peter--Peter--" And Peter, joyous and grateful for her love and the sound of her voice even in these moments, thrust out his tongue and caressed her cheek, and the girl's breath came in a great sob as she staggered on. "It's all right now, Peter," she crooned. "It's all right, baby. He won't hurt you any more, an' we're goin' across the creek to Mister Roger's cabin, an' you'll be happy there. You'll be happy--" Her voice choked full, and her mother-heart seemed to break inside her, just as life had gone out of that other mother's heart when the baby died. For their grief, in God's reckoning of things, was the same; and little Peter, sensing the greatness of this thing that had made them one in flesh and blood, snuggled his wiry face closer in her neck, crying softly to her, and content to die there close to the warmth of the creature he loved. "Don't cry, baby," she soothed. "Don't cry, Peter, dear. It'll soon be all right--all right--" And the sob came again into her throat, and clung there like a choking fist, until they came to the edge of the big forest. She looked down, and saw that Peter's eyes were closed; and not until then did the miracle of understanding come upon her fully that there was no difference at all between the dying baby's face and dying Peter's, except that one had been white and soft, and Peter's was different--and covered with hair. "God'll take care o' you, Peter," she whispered. "He will--God, 'n' me, and Mister Roger--" She knew there was untruth in what she was saying for no one, not even God, would ever take care of Peter again--in life. His still little face and the terrible grief in her own heart told her that. For Peter's back was broken, and he was going--going even now--as she ran moaningly with him through the deep aisles of the forest. But before he died, before his heart stopped beating in her arms, she wanted to reach Jolly Roger's friendly cabin, in the big swamp beyond the creek. It was not that he could save Peter, but something told her that Jolly Roger's presence would make Peter's dying easier, both for Peter and for her, for in this first glad spring of her existence the stranger in the forest shack had brought sunshine and hope and new dreams into her life; and they had set him up, she and
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