get
over this, will you take my baby?"
Kate looked at Polly intently. What she saw stopped the ready answer
that was on her lips. She stood thinking deeply. At last she said
gently: "Why, Polly, would you want to trust a tiny baby with a woman
you ran away from yourself?"
"Mother, I haven't asked you to forgive me for the light I put you in
before the neighbours," said Polly, "because I knew you couldn't
honestly do it, and wouldn't lie to say you did. I don't know WHAT
made me do that. I was TIRED staying alone at the house so much, I was
WILD about Henry, I was BOUND I wouldn't leave him and go away to
school. I just thought it would settle everything easily and quickly.
I never once thought of how it would make you look and feel. Honestly
I didn't, Mother. You believe me, don't you?"
"Yes, I believe you," said Kate.
"It was an awful thing for me to do," said Polly. "I was foolish and
crazy, and I suppose I shouldn't say it, but I certainly did have a lot
of encouragement from the Peters family. They all seemed to think it
would be a great joke, that it wouldn't make any difference, and all
that, so I just did it. I knew I shouldn't have done it; but, Mother,
you'll never know the fight I've had all my life to keep from telling
stories and sneaking. I hated your everlasting: 'Now be careful,' but
when I hated it most, I needed it worst; and I knew it, when I grew
older. If only you had been here to say, 'Now be careful,' just once,
I never would have done it; but of course I couldn't have you to keep
me straight all my life. All I can say is that I'd give my life and
never whimper, if I could be back home as I was this time last year,
and have a chance to do things your way. But that is past, and I can't
change it. What I came for to-day, and what I want to know now is, if
I go, will you take my baby?"
"Polly, you KNOW the Peters family wouldn't let me have it," said Kate.
"If it's a boy, they wouldn't WANT it," said Polly. "Neither would
you, for that matter. If it's a girl, they'll fight for it; but it
won't do them any good. All I want to know is, WILL YOU TAKE IT?"
"Of course I would, Polly," said Kate.
"Since I have your word, I'll feel better," said Polly. "And Mother,
you needn't be AFRAID of it. It will be all right. I have thought
about it so much I have it all figured out. It's going to be a girl,
and it's going to be exactly like you, and its name is going to be
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